How I see God… Perfect Law

God is Perfect; not flawed.

He is Perfectly Holy

He is Perfect Law… within Himself, not outside of Himself, nor does He waiver;  for He is Perfect Law.

Only Perfect Law is Just.   Only Perfect Law could Fulfill Perfect Law.  For He is Perfect and He is Holy.

I see God in Jesus, as Jesus, within Jesus, not outside of Himself in Jesus, nor does He waiver; for He is Perfect Law, without flaw.

Only Perfect Law is Just, and is able to Fulfill Perfect Law; for He is Perfect and Holy.

I see God as Spirit in Holy Ghost, within Holy Ghost, not outside of Himself in Holy Ghost, nor does He waiver; for He is Perfect Law, without flaw.

Only Perfect Law is Just, and is able to Fulfill Perfect Law; for He is Perfect and Holy.

I see God as Obedient to His Perfect Law, for He cannot be outside of Himself; yet is able to manifest within for Perfect Law to abide in us.   Perfect Law is Just.  Perfect Law is Holy; not flawed.

I see God creating man like unto Himself… in His image… perfectly made in His perfect image; yet He is not God who is Perfect Law, yes man is flawed.

Perfect Law understood and was wise to create an image or reflection of Himself; yet knew in order for the mirror image to keep this reflection, the image needed Perfect Law; not flawed.

Perfect Law stood before the image He created and with Perfect Instruction He commands the image to act in a manner of Perfect Law; not flawed.

Perfect Law created a woman in the same manner of His own image also knowing the image needed Perfect Law; not flawed.

I see God through the ages tending to the image He made through Perfect Law.  Perfect Law is Perfect Supplier.

I see Perfect Law observing the perfect image He created change into an image unlike Himself; now independent from Perfect Law, most flawed.

I see Perfect Law without Pride; for there is no flaw or pride in God.  God is not puffed up, nor is He self centered.  Perfect Law is Just.

I see Perfect Law without Contradiction through and by His Word.   Jesus is His spokesperson.  He who called upon His created {although flawed} chose each one to write down the Words which He spoke.  The created (flawed) perceives His Word (not flawed), by his own understanding.  The image created only obtains the reflection of God through His only Begotten Son:  Jesus.  The Flesh is not the image we should concentrate upon, yet rather the Spirit within.  Man was chosen First order.  Woman was chosen Second Order.  Be fruitful and Multiply… children are to follow in order.  I see Perfect Law creating a man in His image from the dust of the earth.   I see Perfect Law creating a woman from the rib of the man who was created.   God is not man, nor is He woman… He is Spirit.

For Perfect Law is not of flesh… He is Spirit.  Jesus, brought unto us became Flesh… Word became flesh.  Flesh is unable to Fulfill Perfect Law.  Jesus who is Perfect Law was able to Fulfill the Law; for He is Just.  I see the Word as a living substance; for the Living Substance is Jesus.

I would not leave you fatherless.

I would not forsake thee.

I must go that I may send another, and He (Spirit) will guide thee.

God is Perfect; not flawed.

He is Perfectly Holy

He is Perfect Law… within Himself, not outside of Himself, nor does He waiver;  for He is Perfect Law.

He showed us the Father and His Perfect Law.

When you see Me… you should see the Father.   (Spirit)

He will lead you in the paths of Righteousness.  (Spirit)

And as a man consumed by the Spirit of God, ye shall see the Glory of God upon him and not his flesh; yet he is still made of flesh.  He will still be flawed.

Flawed who wrote what is Not Flawed:

Revelation 5

3 And no one in heaven or on the earth or under the earth was able to open the book or to look into it. 4 Then I began to weep greatly because no one was found worthy to open the book or to look into it;

Revelation 5:5
Then one of the elders said to me, “Do not weep! See, the Lion of the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, has triumphed. He is able to open the scroll and its seven seals.”

Jesus     Jesus     Jesus     Jesus     Jesus     Jesus     Jesus     Jesus     Jesus     Jesus     Jesus


January 2016 Praying Again

I am praying again.  I want something; yet this time I am certain God would approve.  I am sure that many prayers have been heard; yet not answered.  God in His Good Wisdom knows why those prayers have not been answered.  I am not expecting through my praying, I will obtain anything that would not be approved by Him.  I am praying for myself, and praying for others; yet this time… I am praying with great pondering over HOW I should be praying.

King James Bible
And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. John 14:13

1 John 5:14
This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us.


That the Father may be Glorified in the Son.

that if we ask anything, According to His Will, He hears us. 

Those are key ingredients in prayer.   God has a Will of His own… NOT my will, but Thy Will. 


Matthew 7:7
“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.

Any time I have ever asked the Lord to show me Truth He does.   I am not always Joyed over what He shows me; yet I can honestly say the Truth He reveals to me has an impact upon me, and changes me.   I do not need to share with others the revealing truths in circumstances that involve them, unless the Lord were to say so.   Much of the revealing truths took time before surfacing; yet little by little I not only had to face these truths, but also had to take a good look at myself… my inward self.  When a person has to use deceptive means in order to obtain their own desires, this is NOT a Blessing from God, nor was it of God; even tho you may hear them say:  I got my blessing.   You may feel stuck in the mud, or feel like you are in the middle of quick sand, and begin to take measures in your own way, because you feel as if you are never going to get out of this situation, and you are just MISERABLE, but believe me… if it was your way and NOT God’s way of getting unstuck, you will find yourself MISERABLE again.

The Joy of the Lord is my strength.


John 15:16  Jesus is saying
You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit–fruit that will last–and so that whatever you ask in my name the Father will give you.

Fruit that will last.   Fruit to which we will take with us upward when we are no longer here on this earth.   I desire the Fruits of the Spirit.


But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,

23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.

Seriously, take a look folks… Long Suffering.   as I said before:  many prayers have been heard, yet unanswered.


1 Corinthians Chapter 13


1 Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become [as] sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.

2 And though I have [the gift of] prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.

3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed [the poor], and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.

4 Charity suffereth long, [and] is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,

5 Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;

6 Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;

7 Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.

8 Charity never faileth: but whether [there be] prophecies, they shall fail; whether [there be] tongues, they shall cease; whether [there be] knowledge, it shall vanish away.

9 For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.

10 But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.

11 When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.

12 For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.

13 And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these [is] charity.



God knows how much you are able to Endure.    I am so heart burdened for those who have suffered losses.   There have been times in the last two years where I wanted to go and console; yet no matter how hard I tried to get there it just did not work out.  Don’t try to apologize to people when this happens… people tend to assume things, and during their time of loss they do and say things which might hurt you, because of their own pain.   I am realizing nothing you can say makes a real difference, because their pain is what they feel.  God has a Greater Purpose in what we do not understand.   I started letting go of what others will assume of me.   “Help me to understand” they will say; yet trying to explain just puts another log on the fire.  And for those who ask a question wanting only a YES or NO answer?   I have to giggle with this one… these people already have their mind made up, and listen closely to the question, for this is a no win answer.

When you desire God to handle it… you need to let Him handle it.   I would rather step back and watch it all unfold, and not get too excited when out of 365 days you only get to see small glimmers of hope… every three months.   When the Change happens, you will begin to see it a lot more often.  Thanking Jesus for Lessons Learned.


As the Lord leads… please read

From Peacemaker’s Blog Posts.   Follow the links to read on their Web Site Blog.  After you arrive you can see Parts 1 through 5 at the top right and left above post.

I know I do not receive many visitors, yet I believe in what I have read in these posts.  Anyone finding themselves here I pray you will have an ear to hear what the Lord is speaking.  Blessing be upon you in and through our Lord Jesus.

Thoughts on a Blog

Two Biscuits and Gravy.  Yummy.  My stomach could only eat a part of this early morning treat.  I decide:  share with the dogs.  They liked it too.

The early morning:  cold and raining; yet Spring has it’s way of saying Hello.   My little window calls to me.  Not literally, yet this is where I find myself these early mornings and late evenings.   There I sit on ottoman behind this small window reaching for one of the tiny books I call Treasures to read… there they are, to the right of me.  Today’s read:  ” The Imitation of Christ”.

Four hours pass by as I get caught up in the second page of the book… “The Imitation of Christ”.   I begin to ponder and ask questions to God.  If submission to Thy Will is the Only Call we have on our lives then what does it matter to others what we are doing?  And if we as Believers (True followers of Christ) Trust that this is the Only Call on our lives isn’t it true that the Only One we are held accountable to is God?  We need to understand that those who God puts in our path may be there for only a season, and others may be there longer; yet over-all those who are Believers will be with us Forever.

Unemployed since Jan 01 of 2012 I find myself having trouble not being busy.  There are days I truly enjoy sitting outside on comfy seat with legs up in the Sun.  56 I am and who would have figured… I begin to notice my own body.   My body has features I like; yet I wonder to myself if it is my own perception of what I like.  Another may think differently.  I am sure others notice my slender ankles, yet easily seen are purple areas whereby my veins gather more blood there than I would like for them to.   My doctor says:  for such a young woman you have the most unusual anatomy.  I began to giggle as I heard the excitement in his voice; as if he had stumbled upon something he might further study.    Cannot shave legs any-longer; for if I do the sharp edge might just cut the thin skin around the ankle.   Amazement filled my face as I looked down to see the tiny puncture spraying dark blood all over my white bathroom.   I did not react at first… it was as if I could not believe blood would spray so fast from a tiny puncture.  No panic.  I reached for a hand towel and put it under cold water and wrapped it around the ankle.

Cannot look at clothing magazines anymore.  My eyes tend to look at curves rather than the clothes I am suppose to select for purchasing.  Our Society is made up of Imagery… lots, and lots of Images.  Insecurity sets in.   Adam had no other image to compare Eve to; other than his own.   We are a Wasteful Society.  We are a Wonton Society.  Our eyes send messages to our brain every second.  We are a Vexed Society.   Any man or woman who is able to be Content with what God has Given is a Blessed man and woman.

Nehemiah 5 reminds me of today.  We sell ourselves, our children, and put all we have under Bondage to Increase the Pockets of the Rich, and further the New Generations to Bondage.  For they (the Rich) own us.  They own all we have, and own the Rights to Dictate what we will have, what we will own, and what we Need to Invest in.  They set up their Laws to Take with the Promises of Relief.   If you own what you have be Thankful to God.  Yet remember:  even what you own will go another when you die.   Why is it we work so hard to Obtain; yet we do not get to Enjoy our harvest?  Should not the one who worked hard in the Field get to enjoy his/her harvest?   Not sure why, but it Tastes so good and refreshing to me when I take Lemons and squeeze them into a Glass over Ice… stir and drink it.

My brother visits.  As he sits and looks at Jewels I have collected over the years I hear him say:  hope you remember me in your will.  I have no will… I say in my heart.  56 and I get an urge to seek out a Jeweler to sell those Jewels to.  People have a way of perceiving things of Greater Value than what one really has.  It is sad when you think that by owning something of Value it would mean others only seek to Obtain from you.

I haven’t become hardened toward giving, I only hesitate to give.  I tended to be a Very Generous Individual until I went through some seasons of Usury.  Now I can Understand why God has us Test every Spirit which comes our way; not only certain spirits… but EVERY spirit.

Is it wrong to be Angry while being a Christ Centered Individual?  No… Yes… depends.  With Malice of Heart to go after someone for the cause of anger… to seek them out, try and destroy them, or even Kill that spirit is not exactly Justifiable Righteous Anger.   Yet I do believe in praying on the matter that one could ask God to Tend to this Anger, and Tend to the one who angered you.   God would be willing to Repay them for their wrong doing.  God would be willing to bring Justice to their Door.  God would be willing to bring a Warning and Judgment upon their head.  God would be willing to use you in a Legal way to bring Justice.   Yet do not Allow your Flesh to Justify a Judgment or Action.   There are times when my mind creates scenarios of Judgment upon a wicked individual.  I begin to weep; for it hurts deeply to know that such a pain would create a Torment inside of my mind.

Every single person ever born on this planet has a secret door… the Darkest Area of the Mind.  Yes, it is there.  You won’t know it until something unlocks it.  We are Good People you say?  I don’t believe anyone is Good.  If you know Good inside of an individual… then that Good could only be of God.

Maggie, my cat has been routinely waking me up at 6 a.m. and this morning I did not want to rise, but I did.   Brush teeth, fix hair and my actual alarm sounds.   This early Sunday morning I hear another David sermon… ah, but this sermon is different.   Pointing out the Three Duties/Commands set forth for a King in Deuteronomy… the laws of a King set forth by God.  The King shall not take for himself many Horses.  Yes, Power and Might.  The King shall not take for himself much in Gold, nor Silver.  Yes again, Riches beyond measure… or, Greedy.   The King shall not take for himself more than one wife, nor have many concubines.  Ooh, there is that thing men tend to do while in power… Lust.   For doing so the King will FALL.

King Solomon… my goodness such Wisdom given to one man and he had Much in Gold, Much in Fashion, Much in Horses, and … uh oh, there is that Lust again… many, many women.

Set Apart:  consecrated, anointed unto God to do a service unto Him.  So that means we who are should be Set Apart as an Example to others… right?   As a Christian we should not do as they do… who by the way are they?  Others?  Other Christians, or ?   So, we are ALL sinners right?  So who are they?  This is the Biggest Topic on my mind lately… They who go about doing what is right in their own eyes and seemingly getting By With IT!  Ok, so I go to church.  I sit and listen to the sermons… week after week; yet I just do not feel FED.  It is like Christianity 101 all over again… since… hmmm?… let us just say YEARS?  Yet the Word says:  meat in due season.  Who’s season?  The Church… or my season?   Don’t complain just eat and don’t complain.  :0)

Fill me up with Carbs and Sugar and what do you get?  Fatty Fatty Two by Four… a wide spread… and can’t get through the kitchen door.  Well that will teach ya huh?   This is what Church reminds me of these days… refrigerator door swings open, and we grab only the Good Stuff for the belly.   Yes, the Quick and Easy loaded down with Carbs and Sugar.  The ways of man are only good to his belly… that belly of Lust.   Solomon and David must have been awful lovers, because they became Quickly Bored with the many women they sought after.   Eyes of Lust and Desire… just like that refrigerator.  Quick Fixes in a Society filled with many Pictures of Lust and Greed.   Much like Leadership…

– using people to get what they want

– using methods to get what they want

– taking advantage of their authority to get what they want

– devising in their mind ways to get what they want

See it… imagine it… go for it.   Taste not, Touch not of the Fruit of this Vine… for when you do you surely will Die.   Sin leads to Death.  But oh, we all die anyway don’t we?  Yes, and then there is the second death; to which Preachers do not seem to want to Sermonize on that subject.  Ever wonder why so many Christians Sin so Much?  I do.  I have been wondering a hell of a lot lately.  Do NOT as they do.  Now where have I heard this before.  Oh yes, Jesus says:  do as they tell you to do, but Do Not do as they do.  Therefore while in Church you should heed to do as they say to do, by authority; yet Do NOT as they do.  You may ask… what is it that they do?

– women’s prayer group.  To Help women.  Women tell their despairing stories.  Women inside the group go tell their husbands and boyfriends of the despairing stories spoken.  Their husbands and boyfriends are also in Help Groups.   Their Husbands and Boyfriends speak among themselves about what was told to them… pointing out these women who spoke their despairing stories.  Then these despairing women become Targets for men who seek out such women.   I use to wonder how such Wolves would be able to come into the Church and we Christians would be so willing to Allow those Wolves to sit among us.  AA groups are such.  No, not the man who actually wants/desires to change and become rehabilitated, but those who are TOLD that in order for them to become better members of Society they need to attend a church, act right, pay attention to other Christians to mirror image yourself, mingle among them, make friends, and give back to others so you don’t get caught up inside yourself.    I am sure AA and other rehabilitative groups believe this will help one to get on the right path… yet I am seeing a FAR GREATER DAMAGING EFFECT. 

Jesus tells us that those who Love others who do Good to them DO NOT PROFIT anything.  Yet if you LOVE those who treat you Unfair, Mistreat you, Hate and Despise you, Abuse and Misuse you then you will profit by it.  Jesus says:  to pray for them.   I believe He too means:  to pray for yourself also… because anyone who puts me through hell I need to pray for myself.   Recently I was put through what seemed like hell with such a Wolf, and honestly I wanted so badly to take matters into my own hands.  It was the most frustrating, gut wrenching, despairing feeling I have ever felt in my life.   Today I believe the Deep Down Belly Cries were of the Holy Ghost.   The Spirit of God was trying to Help me Come to my senses.   When we are doing things in our own way we LOSE all Discernment.   Ever wonder why I capitalize certain words?  I understand that a Teacher would have Red correction marks all over my writing, but there is a point to my madness.  Discernment… we are losing it… “will God find Faith in all the earth?”

– want a baby?  get a man, but that will not necessarily get you a husband

– don’t want a husband; yet you want a baby?  science can take care of that for you.  you don’t need God.

What happened to the days when women who were thought to be of God actually prayed and believed God for what they prayed for?

What happened to David and Solomon… God’s chosen to be King?   What happened to them?

Not certain as to what happened to Solomon… wise, yet stupid.  David on the other hand was a man who came to his senses… and Repented.   I use the term: stupid to make a point.  We are ALL stupid, no matter how much Wisdom is given to us.  Yes, it is an oxysmoron… like me.   True Wisdom is of God… Worldly wisdom changes as people do.   Solomon was right in his saying:  Nothing New under the Sun, no, nothing New.  We think we have progressed and yet we are still doing the same things… over and over and over again… which makes us Stupid.  We have become as the Word tells us:  ‘ wise in our own eyes’.

They Come to their Senses

When Seeds of Repentance

Are Sown

Hearts Do Change

They Come to their Senses

When Seeds of Repentance

Are Sown

Hearts Do Change

God, He always remains the same

Father forgive them, for they know NOT what they do.

Sin leads to Death

Sin leads to the Second Death Eternal

Let Not your heart be Troubled, nor be Dismayed

When you see them profit by deeds of evil doing Do Not envy them

If the Darkness within them is Light unto them, how Great is that Darkness

For we were Called unto by God

We were Set Apart unto Him

We were Chosen to be His Own

By Example

Walking in the Ways of Christ

The Cross should be ever before us

His shadow is upon us when He is ever Before us

His Shadow Hides our Flesh that it may NOT be seen

The devil is swift and comes in many forms

The Wilderness is a Time to Reflect

The Wilderness is a Time to Ask

The Wilderness is a Time to Listen

The Wilderness is a Time to Change Direction

Stop going in Circles

Each Door is Closed; except for One

Cannot go Down

Cannot move Forward

Cannot move to the Left or the Right

Only One Way Out

LOOK   UP    LOOK   UP     LOOK   UP


At Night I love to Dance, among the Trees in Life’s Romance

in Harmony, as Your wind blows over me.

At Night I love to Sing, the melodies within my Heart… unto Thee

as Your day sweeps Peace my way, and Your wind blows…Quiet, Quiet unto me.

Confusion, Perplexities, Logical Reasoning in the Imagination of the Mind



Aggravations… raging inside.

Shut out the voices, Shut out the voices, Shut out the voices… Tonight.

Come, unto Me… The Lord God Almighty

Oh come, unto Me… The Lord God Almighty

Be still and know that I am your God

Be still and know that I am your God

Be still and know that I am your God.

Then you will want to Dance among the Trees in Life’s Romance,

In Harmony as My wind blows over thee

And you will want to sing, the songs within your Heart unto Me,

as My day sweeps Peace your way… and My wind Blows… Quiet, Quiet unto thee.

Spell Bound

He was standing there in the back yard speaking blaspheming words to God.  His movements were quite strange to me: bending hips, shoulders back, cracking of neck, hands in the air while fingers separated, eyes fixed; yet not showing any emotion.  I stood there perplexed while watching and listening to him.  I felt a breeze move about me, my hair blew to the left of me and then my ears went silent.  I could feel the wind rush up my spine and wrap itself about me.  Warmth crept inside of me and my cheeks began to blush.  I could see his lips move, but could not hear his words.  There was no sound at all.

After realizing the weakening effect this had on me I excused myself to go inside my home.  Quickly I turned the water on over the sink, ran my hands under the water and began to splash my face.  I stood there numb for a few minutes and then asked God:  Lord Jesus what just happened?   I stood in my kitchen trying to understand why my mind was reeling; yet found myself in a giggle.

June of 2010 I had a heart attack.  Instead of going to the hospital, or lying down I got angry.  I headed toward the upstairs bedroom and while running up the stairs I stopped for a moment, laid my hand on my chest and began to pray to Jesus to help me.  I continued up the stairs to find my blood pressure device and went back downstairs to the kitchen.  My sister tried to convince me to head to the hospital, but I wasn’t sure I wanted to be saved.  I was only certain of one thing:  if God allows me to live tonight then I shall live, but if I die then I wasn’t losing anything.

A series of tests proved I was a Healthy individual at the age of 55.  Each hospital treated me with loving care, but the Doctors were not convinced that Stress played the key role in the Heart Attack.  Another series of tests proved again I was a Healthy Individual.  During these months I had decided to do myself a favor:  begin a new approach to Healthy eating, Healthy exercise, and Healthy habits.  Less 68 pounds later I have found myself to be:  less tolerant, irritated, frustrated, insecure, unmotivated, unmoved, and an emotional wreck.  My insecurity stemmed from being wounded in Heart:  degraded, humiliated, stripped of self worth, and feeling as if all doors shut, and I was pressed on every side.  I felt as if I was boxing my way out of a box.  No more listening to a multitude of Advice, telling me what I needed to do, or should not do.  Stop listening to people who only want to Teach, and not listen.  Go against those who want to protect you at all cost, because without Risks, and without Chance what is the use of living?  My Heart felt Dead and I wanted so badly to Live.   And then that voice crept up inside of me:  “For What”?  Live for What?  Not long ago you were saying:  ” if God allows me to live tonight then I shall live, but if I die then I wasn’t losing anything”.

The back and forth Battle began… Live for What?  What do I have to Live for?  Why on earth or in heaven would God want me to live if my Heart is Dying.  My heart wasn’t dying literally, but it felt Dead… dead to the Word, dead to hearing what others were saying, dead to the Preacher Man, dead to the Christian Cliches, and dead to the prayers going up.  What is your calling?  Hell if I know what my calling is!  Never been told what my calling is, so why should I say I have a calling.  What is your mission?  What is your purpose?  Why aren’t you:  getting in, getting on board, and making it to the finish?  Learn to love yourself first, then maybe you will learn to love others.  Do this, don’t do that, you may be saying this, but what you really mean is… ?


What I really mean is what I am saying:   when all doors close, and none are there to open for one to step forward, step out, and believe then Life becomes Dead… no vision, no dream, nothing to look forward to except to be taken out of this World and being with the Lord.  If all hope for anything Good to come to us while on this earth is Stopped, and all of our Dreams and Desires for anything Good to come to us while on this earth have stopped… then the only Hope that could ever remain would be the Hope that in Death I would see GOOD.   For only God is Good. 

I have become a different person over the last year and a half:  Bolder, Confrontational,  and Unyielding.  As I read the writing on the  Picture of Footprints in the Sand I purchased at the Five and Dime I stop for a moment and say:

Lord, I can only Hope and Believe that at this time it is true what I am reading :

“My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you.”

To the Devil… that Serpent called Satan.

You have found a way to wound me, for my Heart was Wide open.

You found a way to strip me of my dignity.

You found a way to tear me down, and you sought to use me on your unfair ground

yet haven’t you known by now

I don’t belong to you?

Strike your blows with arrows, and toss all your darts

yea, makes for a bleeding Heart


 God speaks to me saying:

Bolder I must be raised

to set my face like Flint these days,

Unyielding to the ways which would take me off the Narrow.

Exchanging the Natural Use for what is Against Nature

The Just Live by Faith

16 For I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God to salvation for everyone who believes, for the Jew first and also for the Greek. 17 For in it the righteousness of God is revealed from faith to faith; as it is written, “The just shall live by faith.”

For in it… this is The Gospel of Christ… The Power thereof unto Salvation.

For in it… The Gospel of Christ… The Righteousness of God is Revealed.

For in it… From Faith to Faith.   An Increasing of your Faith to which only God is able to Work.

Yes, The Just, The Believer Shall Live by Faith.

God’s Wrath on Unrighteousness

18 For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who suppress the truth in unrighteousness, 19 because what may be known of God is manifest in them, for God has shown it to them. 20 For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse, 21 because, although they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God, nor were thankful, but became futile in their thoughts, and their foolish hearts were darkened. 22 Professing to be wise, they became fools, 23 and changed the glory of the incorruptible God into an image made like corruptible man—and birds and four-footed animals and creeping things.

24 Therefore God also gave them up to uncleanness, in the lusts of their hearts, to dishonor their bodies among themselves, 25 who exchanged the truth of God for the lie, and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever. Amen.

26 For this reason God gave them up to vile passions. For even their women exchanged the natural use for what is against nature. 27 Likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust for one another, men with men committing what is shameful, and receiving in themselves the penalty of their error which was due.

For even their women exchanged the natural use for what is against nature.

Most times in hearing this passage ministers stress the point of Homosexual sin, yet recently my mind has been challenged by another thought, to which was stimulated by this question: ‘ is it wrong for a man or woman to appease their natural Lusts/Desires through the means of Masturbation, and/or Pornographic material?’

I was always able to understand the statement: women exchanging the natural use for what is AGAINST nature, and also men leaving the natural use of the woman, BURNED in their Lust for ONE ANOTHER… men with men; yet there was something colorful in this statement… the term NATURAL.

The Natural Desire; for Women…

desire to be Married

desire to bare Children

cleaving to thy Husband

The Natural Desire; for Men…

desire to be Married

desire to have Children

desire to have a Help Meet/Wife

For women and men to Desire one another; even if they do not produce Children would be the Natural Order in Creation.   The man was made in “Our Image”.  “Let US make man in OUR Image”… the Image of God.  First Order is Man.  Because Man is in the Likeness of God; although he (man) is dust of the earth,  and God is Spirit. he (man) is only an imitation, or reflection of God.  Therefore God is Masculine.  The woman in Creation was formed by God from the Rib of Adam:  “flesh of my flesh, and bone of my bone”.  The second order is Woman; who is an Extension of Man.   Children become the Extension of both man and woman as the Natural Use of their Desire is properly used.  The desire does not end in the case of a Barren Woman, nor does it end in the case of a Non Productive Male… inability to produce children.  The Natural Order is Man, and Woman.

The Unnatural…

women exchanging the natural use for what is AGAINST nature.

Today I hear more and more young woman who aren’t married, and more Christian Women who are married speak of their Playful Sexual Experiences with their partners.  These women are  open to share; even excited about expressing their avenues of pleasure.  I am Alarmed.  I believe  there is nothing new under the sun, therefore these playful and dangerous practices should not be surprising, or shocking to us; yet these practices seem to be Quite Favorable, and have become more widely Accepted among Christian Men and Women.

Why is it both men and women do not WANT to see these Vulgar Practices as Unnatural?   I will be honest here…

The Natural Order of our mouth was created to speak and ingest, and the anal canal was made  for solid waste elimination. Neither one of these were to be used AGAINST the Natural Order in which they were created.  The Perversions of the Imagination is what leads to Sexual Immorality; also known as:  a Debased Mind.

28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a debased mind, to do those things which are not fitting; 29 being filled with all unrighteousness, sexual immorality, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, evil-mindedness; they are whisperers, 30 backbiters, haters of God, violent, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, 31 undiscerning, untrustworthy, unloving, unforgiving, unmerciful; 32 who, knowing the righteous judgment of God, that those who practice such things are deserving of death, not only do the same but also approve of those who practice them.

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